Please Use Your Logic...
When I look at people around me, I wonder why, when they fall in love, it’s seem so hard for them to think rationally. They don’t even seem to care if their partner is a red flag or keeps hurting them. I’ve told them so many times to get out of that toxic relationship, but it’s still so hard for them to get out of it. What the hell is wrong with their mind? But ironically, I don’t really fit into that pattern, btw. When I fall in love, I actually become... too rational. You could even say I’m so logical that I turn cold. Instead of drowning in emotions or saying soft things that could build intimacy, I put up an analytical layer as a shield. Not because I don’t feel anything — quite the opposite, it’s because I feel too much. But I don’t know how to show it without feeling vulnerable. So I end up choosing the wrong way: disguising feelings as logic. I still remember one moment that was both painfully ironic and strangely funny. There was someone I secretly liked with a depth I...